{"id":57,"date":"2015-09-20T07:13:01","date_gmt":"2015-09-20T12:13:01","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/para.llel.us\/themes\/goexplore\/demo\/?page_id=57"},"modified":"2025-05-03T13:20:40","modified_gmt":"2025-05-03T10:20:40","slug":"hakkimda","status":"publish","type":"page","link":"https:\/\/gezibiteryazikalir.com\/hakkimda\/","title":{"rendered":"Hakk\u0131mda"},"content":{"rendered":"

\u201cYa\u015famak d\u00fcnyadaki en ender \u015feylerden biridir. \u00c7o\u011fu insan sadece var olur.\u201d\u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 (Oscar Wilde)<\/strong><\/p>\n

Her\u015fey bu c\u00fcmle ile ba\u015flad\u0131, modern \u00e7a\u011f\u0131n seyyah\u0131 olmak, ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z \u00f6mr\u00fc daha k\u0131ymetli bir hale getirir mi? Hay\u0131r getirmez, tabii ki yetersiz kal\u0131r, sa\u011fl\u0131kl\u0131 insan\u0131 daha hayattayken \u00f6ld\u00fcren \u015fey s\u0131radanl\u0131kt\u0131r, i\u015fte bu y\u00fczden gezmek, s\u0131radanl\u0131ktan kurtulma fark\u0131ndal\u0131\u011f\u0131na sahip olmak i\u00e7in bir f\u0131rsatt\u0131r, bu da kayda de\u011fer bir kazan\u0131md\u0131r.
\nVar olmak de\u011fil, ya\u015famak istiyordum ve \u201cen az\u0131ndan\u201d<\/strong> gezmeye karar verdim.
\nGezmek, sadece birbirine benzeyen veya benzemeyen g\u00f6llere, denizlere, \u015fehirlere, yap\u0131lara bakmaktan ibaret de\u011fildir, fiziksel \u00f6zellikleri, davran\u0131\u015flar\u0131, g\u00fcl\u00fc\u015f\u00fc, yemek yerken, i\u00e7ki i\u00e7erken, a\u015f\u0131k oldu\u011fu kad\u0131n\u0131n g\u00f6zlerine bakarken, sizin gibi, \u00e7evrenizdeki insanlar gibi davranmayan toplumlar\u0131 seyretmektir ve bu seyir, oralar\u0131, uzaklar\u0131 g\u00f6rmek kadar lezzetlidir.
\nYa\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z d\u00fcnyay\u0131, toplumlar\u0131 \u00e7\u0131plak g\u00f6zle g\u00f6rme karar\u0131 vermek, imkanlar\u0131 sizden daha iyi olanlar\u0131n \u00f6n\u00fcne ge\u00e7mektir, y\u00fcz milyonlarca insan\u0131n cesaret edemedi\u011fi, \u00f6nemsemedi\u011fi bir farkl\u0131l\u0131\u011fa sahip olmakt\u0131r, bunu ger\u00e7ekle\u015ftirdikten sonra, yaz\u0131ya d\u00f6kme u\u011fra\u015f\u0131 ise, nefesiniz kesildikten sonra \u015fu d\u00fcnyada bir s\u00fcre daha ya\u015fama iste\u011finden kaynaklanmaktad\u0131r.
\nPeki ben kimim?
\nHararetle, d\u00fcr\u00fcst oldu\u011funu iddia eden her insan kadar \u201cyalanc\u0131y\u0131m\u201d<\/strong>.
\nBegenilerimi k\u0131sa s\u00fcrede tutkuya d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015ft\u00fcrebilecek kadar ak\u0131ls\u0131z, baz\u0131 dostlar\u0131m\u0131n yak\u0131\u015ft\u0131rmas\u0131yla da \u201cromanti\u011fim\u201d<\/strong>.
\nAnnemle babamla, karde\u015fimle o\u011flumla, hatta hayatta en \u00e7ok anla\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131m dostumla k\u00fcsen, tart\u0131\u015fan bir \u201ckavgac\u0131y\u0131m\u201d<\/strong>, kendi bildiklerimden vazge\u00e7meyen bir \u201cinan\u00e7l\u0131y\u0131m\u201d<\/strong> \u00e7evreme g\u00f6re \u201cinat\u00e7\u0131y\u0131m\u201d<\/strong>, kalabal\u0131k i\u00e7erisinde kendimi rahat hissetmeyen bir \u201chuysuzum\u201d<\/strong>, \u201ck\u0131y\u0131day\u0131m\u201d<\/strong>.
\nBaz\u0131 g\u00fcnler g\u00fcn a\u011farmadan sabah d\u00f6rtte, i\u015fe gitmek i\u00e7in arabama bindi\u011fimde, konta\u011f\u0131 \u00e7evirmeden \u00f6nce, kap\u0131lar\u0131 i\u00e7eriden kilitleyen bir \u201ckorka\u011f\u0131m\u201d<\/strong>, ben bir korka\u011f\u0131m diyecek kadar \u201ccesurum\u201d<\/strong>.
\nG\u00f6z koydu\u011fum, d\u00fczg\u00fcn ya\u015fayan, hatta e\u015fini seven evli bir anneye, seninle sevi\u015fmek istiyorum, hem de defalarca diyecek kadar \u201cars\u0131z\u0131m\u201d<\/strong>, belki de bu teklifi sundu\u011fum kad\u0131na g\u00f6re \u201cahlaks\u0131z\u0131m\u201d<\/strong>.
\nMitolojik hikayeler o b\u00f6lgede do\u011fdu\u011fundan m\u0131, en \u00e7ok o b\u00f6lgeye yak\u0131\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan m\u0131, g\u00fcne\u015f batmadan hemen \u00f6nce o de\u011fi\u015fik otlar\u0131 ve zeytinya\u011fl\u0131lar\u0131 ile so\u011fuk bir kadeh rak\u0131 en g\u00fczel orada yudumland\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan m\u0131 bilmem, Ege\u2019ye \u201ca\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u201d<\/strong>.<\/p>\n

\u00d6mr\u00fcm\u00fcn ilk k\u0131rk y\u0131l\u0131nda \u201ci\u015ftahs\u0131z\u0131m\u201d<\/strong>, her sabah yataktan yorgun kalkan bir \u201crahats\u0131z\u0131m\u201d<\/strong>, kayda de\u011fer bir zaman\u0131 hesap yapmak zorunlulu\u011fuyla t\u00fcketen bir \u201cparas\u0131z\u0131m\u201d<\/strong>, sadece bir ka\u00e7 kez sohbet etti\u011fim, ismi \u201cRahim\u201d<\/strong> olan bir arkada\u015fa g\u00f6re \u201callahs\u0131z\u0131m\u201d<\/strong>, geceleri tanr\u0131ya g\u00f6n\u00fcl borcunu \u00f6deyen bir \u201cimanl\u0131y\u0131m\u201d<\/strong>.
\nG\u00fczel bir annenin d\u00fcnyaya getirdi\u011fi bana benzeyen bir \u00e7ocu\u011fun, \u201cbabas\u0131y\u0131m\u201d<\/strong>.
\nYery\u00fcz\u00fcndeki b\u00fct\u00fcn k\u00f6t\u00fcl\u00fcklerin sebebi olan t\u00fcre ait bir canl\u0131y\u0131m, \u201cinsan\u0131m\u201d<\/strong>.
\nVe ben, Evliya \u00c7elebi\u2019yi taklit etmeye \u00e7al\u0131\u015fan basit bir \u201ckopyac\u0131y\u0131m\u201d<\/strong>.<\/p>\n

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